3 year strong.

Still remember this post that was written 2 years ago?

Alhamdulillah, hari ini sudah masuk 3 tahun gua berhenti menghisap rokok. Dengan kekuatan yang sentiasa dipinjamkan olehNya, gua masih lagi seorang yang mampu hidup bebas daripada cengkaman nikotin.

Banyak yang telah berubah sepanjang 3 tahun pemberhentian gua ini. Gua semakin enjoy living a healthy lifestyle. Gua kini boleh berlari lebih laju dan lebih jauh. Gua boleh lakukan tabata, something that i never thought i could possibly done. Kekuatan gua juga dah meningkat, takat bent over row 50 kg 6 repetitions gua boleh buat selamba je. Haha (gelak poyo).

Sekarang ni bukan saja rokok, fast food pun gua dah ban. Rasional gua? Negara kita kaya dengan sumber makanan asli dan segar, so why the hell kita harus contaminate badan kita dengan hasil-hasil chemical fusion yang antaranya kita panggil fries?! Plus harga 'makanan-makanan laju' ni lebih mahal dari sepinggan nasi ayam yang kaya dengan protein dari ayam, vitamin dari timun dan karbohidrat dari nasi! Gua selalu promote healthy eating pada kawan-kawan gua. Though one of them called me a goat because i love to eat 'leaves' (salad).

All in all, life is definitely awesome wey.

Jigsaw puzzle.

Lately, I felt things are starting to make sense in my life. I've always feel that this life of mine is like a humongous jigsaw puzzle with all the pieces scattered everywhere and I need to scour for each pieces so that I can complete the puzzle before my time ends. At one glimpse, I am 100% sure that I can nail it down easily, but as I am walking through it, sometimes my heart screams "WTF YO!!!!" so loud, I can even hear it through my ears. Up to this day, I've got lost countless of times, and completely clueless of what to do next.

But always, the voice deep inside me tells that to start it all over again, starting with one little corner, putting up the puzzle pieces one piece at a time. Although it's a little time consuming but hey, I will still get there eventually! Time flies. There's no one in the world who got stuck in a pile of sh*t and stay there forever.

I just need to remember that all I have to do is to pause for a moment, take a deep breath and rethink the situation. That's all to it.



Dato D dan sekolah Alisya, 2 puzzle pieces yang mungkin satu hari akan gua cantumkan. Sekarang ni masih lagi di tahap awang-awangan. But it seems Dato D is keen to hear about it.

Insya-Allah, mungkin satu hari nanti ada tempat untuk anak-anakku ini. Walaupun kecil, tapi sekurang-kurangnya masih ada ruang untuk mereka lontarkan 'suara'. Mungkin bukan dalam akademik atau artistik. But something that can make these kids happy and ensuring that people will respect them of what they do, and what they can offer.










Mungkin juga usaha gua ini nampak kelakar barangkali. Hahaha.

Ya Allah, permudahkanlah.

Norhasnita Zakaria.

Although tarikh birthday dia pada 3 Januari lepas, selagi gua tak post entry ini, selagi itu gua akan terasa sangat 'terhutang' untuk seseorang yang bernama Norhasnita Zakaria.

Gua start off dengan pen-dedikasi-an lagu ini khas untuknya.

Snow Patrol - Signal Fire

The perfect words never crossed my mind,
'Cause there was nothin' in there but you.

I felt every ounce of me screaming out,
But the sound was trapped deep in me.

All I wanted just sped right past me,
While I was rooted fast to the earth,

I could be stuck here for a thousand years,
Without your arms to drag me out.

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close, 'cause I need you to guide me to safety.

No, I don't want to wait forever
No, I don't want to wait forever

In the confusion and the aftermath,
You are my signal fire.

The only resolution and the only joy,
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes.

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close, 'cause I need you to guide me to safety.

There you are standing right in front of me
There you are standing right in front of me
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close, 'cause I need you to guide me to safety.

No, I don't want to wait forever
No, I don't want to wait forever
No, I don't want to wait forever




Mungkin orang akan mengatakan gua terlalu mengagung-agungkan Norhasnita Zakaria, tapi the truth is apa yang gua experience selama 10 tahun berkenalan dengannya adalah sesuatu yang agung! The greatest thing about me, will always be her. Gua bersyukur dipertemukan dengan dia.

Happy birthday yang ke 30, Norhasnita Zakaria. You will always be beautiful in my eyes.